hopeful

had a visit from Matthew's friend, Rev. Bruce, today. it was great to be able to have him come over, and pray over Matthew. he even gave him a bible. we prayed for a miracle. it's not impossible. it was an interesting day - morning was with matthew's doctor where the mood was definitely hopeless. then the afternoon the pastor comes and he's praying so hard for a miracle. that's what our days are like most of the time - we go from hope to hopelessness in seconds....