laughing more

today was a mixed sort of day. it's hard not to laugh at how our aches and pains make us suffer sometimes. his pain is way more than mine, of course, but we just seem to cope with it. i came home from work at about 1 pm, fixed him a lunch of leftovers - pancit my sister made, left over dim sum, brown rice. it was satisfying. gave him his meds, and he took two swigs of that nasty lactulose. after a short look at my work email, i laid down with him to catch a nap. i swear my snoring kept him awake. this was the highlight of my day, to lay close to my hubby and he lets me hug him. listening to the comforting rhythm of his breathing, listening for any sign of discomfort. i'm right there with him, and he's right there with me.